omgggg i am forgetting how they look sobz. very scary to forget i think one of the worst disease is alzheimer's. but ahhh memories are elusive. there are rare times when i am just about to fall aslp or just about to wake up, that i find myself in a state between consciousness and unconsciousness. it is like i am aware of the unconscious, yet not fully conscious at the same time. in that state, it's like the barrier between the unconscious and conscious is lowered so that ideas flow freely... but then it's very transient. so that when i wake up fully and try to remember the ideas that flowed, there is a certain lack of solidity... the process of reification is like trying to collect water from clouds. it's possible but it is very elusive. but veryyyyy strange ideas. even for me. but very cool. few times i got access to that transient fleeting plane between two worlds~ sound so dramatic.
i guess for many many things, the more we tighten the grip, the more they struggle to get out. in the end, we find ourselves losing the very things that we try so hard to keep; if only we had learnt to loosen up.
lolz hm i wrote 'memory anchors' on my list but i forgot what it was. smth abt the future constantly growing and conversely, the future diminishing? bleh some nonsense like that.
oh ya clouds. in the plane, we fly above the clouds. it's really nice to see the clouds from top view instead of bottom. close up, the clouds are so thick that they seem almost solid. it's like a land of fluff. peter pan =) can jump from cloud to cloud and play with cotton candyZ.
Name: Foo Guo Zhong Melvyn
Age: 19+
Affiliations: MSHS (Pri), Rosyth, RI, RJC, SFX (LoG)
Bday: 14th Nov
Email: mel_protoss@hotmail.com
omgggg i am forgetting how they look sobz. very scary to forget i think one of the worst disease is alzheimer's. but ahhh memories are elusive. there are rare times when i am just about to fall aslp or just about to wake up, that i find myself in a state between consciousness and unconsciousness. it is like i am aware of the unconscious, yet not fully conscious at the same time. in that state, it's like the barrier between the unconscious and conscious is lowered so that ideas flow freely... but then it's very transient. so that when i wake up fully and try to remember the ideas that flowed, there is a certain lack of solidity... the process of reification is like trying to collect water from clouds. it's possible but it is very elusive. but veryyyyy strange ideas. even for me. but very cool. few times i got access to that transient fleeting plane between two worlds~ sound so dramatic.
i guess for many many things, the more we tighten the grip, the more they struggle to get out. in the end, we find ourselves losing the very things that we try so hard to keep; if only we had learnt to loosen up.
lolz hm i wrote 'memory anchors' on my list but i forgot what it was. smth abt the future constantly growing and conversely, the future diminishing? bleh some nonsense like that.
oh ya clouds. in the plane, we fly above the clouds. it's really nice to see the clouds from top view instead of bottom. close up, the clouds are so thick that they seem almost solid. it's like a land of fluff. peter pan =) can jump from cloud to cloud and play with cotton candyZ.